I am so tired of the lies. Why can't Marty just tell the truth about anything? He lies about the stupidest things like I am an idiot and then if you do try to confront him, he lies some more to make you think you were the one that is wrong.
I am tired of the shit. I don't know what is real and what isn't with him. After 3 years of this I don't know why I keep thinking it will change. He has lied about so much over time. His past marriages, his kids, his wives, his life in general. Then I am accused of being a terrible wife for looking into the things and finding out all the lies.
I am just emotionally drained. He points the finger continually at me and tells me every little thing I do wrong (or at least not his way) and he can stand and lie to me over things that would never need to be lied about. Give me a break.....
How can you trust anyone if they are like that????
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Hi,
Jesus forgives and throughs your sin in the sea of forgetfulness. If you forgive others then God forgives you.
kkingdstyle
Hello,
Pretty shallow answer "kkingdstle." You probably haven't experienced betrayal before. It is cutting and destructive. Those who are it's target shouldn't have to suffer the consequence.
Yes God indeed forgives and forgets but that doesn't give "Marty" the right to continue to decieve. Abuse comes in many forms, not just physical. If you feel that you "have" to stay with a pathological liar, think again. It is not a matter of trust, it is a matter of survival.
Divorce isn't treasured by God, neither is spousal mistreatment. Forgiveness works for both but Satan will pummel on your perceived guilt and work hard to keep you miserable, that is not God's plan for you.
After three years, you certainly aren't bailing or giving up. You can never change what is inside of someone because you think or have faith that you can. If Marty can't see it or understand it or even want to, then at least separate. You aren't giving up, you are encouraging Marty to see what is happening, again, as it sounds.
If you do create distance, don't then fall for a perception of change. Change takes time, lots of time. Watch and wait and pray. Satan will push and taunt, God will tell you when it is right or not.
Best to you AMT1968
imaguru